“I push people away to provide safety in the relationship for me, to protect myself and save a sore heart. It sounds good in theory but in practice it is a pain in the butt. I wish I didn’t do this. I wish I could go back and change. I’d love a normal healthy relationship where I wasn’t scared and there’s just trust & love keeping us together”
That’s impossible for me though…
sigh
oh my god this
printing these
(Source: teenager-with-blog, via youretheappletomypie)